First Blog Entry

I believe it is important to keep a record of my thoughts as they lead me to an urge to create. I feel quite confident that these will be read less in a world of consumption and fast pace. I am afraid anything of human and slow paced doesnt earn the patience it deserves anymore. Although these statements have a lesser value in that sense, they are more to nurture the feeling of expression.

A very important thing, which I also wonder about the others, I am highly intuned to music. It brings a heightened feeling of creation, a bold courage of expression-one you might even regret the morning after. Briefly it removes all the layers over my emotions which are very well tamed during the daylight.

I am writing this blog without figuring out the structure to publish it. I like it this way. The sudden burst of emotion that is hard to confine. Paolo Buonvino's L'Incanto Sospeso is the one which gave me that feeling this time.

Something I also came to peace with in time, English is not my first language and I will fail to express how I feel most of the time. It will probably meet with the people only who were already tuned into that thought. After my travels and my deeper connections with people of different lands and cultures, I see it in our eyes. All of us. Who think and feel with the language of their lands yet dont live in that land anymore. It is definitely not a defect. It is challenging to the mind to comprehend much more then how it was wired thou it is certainly capable of it. It comes with a brain fog in the earlier phases only.

I want my first blog entry to start with a certain statement. I am thankful for the land I was born in. Like most of us. I did the best of myself to understand my land with every aspect of it. Was it in the east, was it from the west, I learned enough to not know anymore and I dont want to be definite about it. Where it stands made me open minded, challenged me to open my eyes. It brought me so many questions and stories intertwined with others that I had to learn history very well to have a -some what- solid understanding of the world. Who were the others anyways? I took 11, 17 hour flights and I am still yet to discover the others.

I am about to close the first entry and I have discovered that the music moved me was from one of my favorite novels Leopard's live action. That story has an entaglement with me.